Sunday, August 22, 2010

What am I going to do?

Wow, could anyone else ask for something I just can't give? I hate checking the mail because of all the bills. If I don't get my unemployment or a job soon, I think I will drown in all the debts. I am hoping to hear from the company that I did a first interview with.

My car is broke down and I don't know how I am going to fix it. The part we think we need is around $200 and we aren't really sure how to get it off the car anyway.

My dog had her puppies tonight. She only had four, thank goodness. I will finding them homes in about six weeks.

I am hating sitting around the house. I feel so helpless and hopeless. I hurt my back, so this last week has been a bit tough. I can't even go to the doctor because I have no insurance. My house is a wreck, I guess I know what I will be doing tomorrow.

I guess I am ranting a bit. I needed to get it out. I am sorry for those who hate sob stories. I don't mean to be so down this time around.

I am trying to stay positive though. I know things have to get better at some point. I know that at some point, something has to give. I know that eventually I will be able to have the girls night out that I am wanting to have.

You guys just keep us in your thoughts and prayers. My next post will be brighter.